Growing up is not the absence of dreaming

I know I'm asking for too much.
I know some people just dun care how nice you are.
I know people can't always give me what I want from them.
I know I can't always receive the same amount of love, care, support or friendship as I've given.

I know these are just facts of life.
I know I'm not giving enough to those I care.

I'm not alone. But I feel lonely.

Alin, thanks so much for talking to me. I felt a little bit better after the chat. I know I'm not the only one who feel like this. I'm so grateful to have an "old" friend like you :)

*Edit*
I'm depressed but I dun hate myself.
After hours, I still can't finish my CLC assignment. Feel like I'm abandoned.
The Typical cynical sarcastic emotional easily provoked Christy is back. Hi there.