Feeling much better today after the course registration. Thanks to my LKL Group Dads, Moms and siblings :) You all are great help. Though am still a little confused about the whole thing, I think I have an idea of what I'm gonna take.

And also Fanny, always grateful to have you around. Can't survive in HKU without you.

Hopefully, things will get better and better.

I know I should stop talking about Soler but these two guys mean so much to me.

They kind of changed me, my attitude, my life. It's not that kind of metamorphosis but it's like, a bit by bit process, like sap circulating round the plant and finally leading to a blossom (yea a imagery from Silas Marner, miraculous how I remember this Lit text in F.5 so clearly).

I know it's cheesy and rather mainstream for me to be a groupie but I just can't help falling for these two guys.

I feel their passion in their music, and at the same time, it's amazing how I feel that they're with me. Sometimes I listen to their songs, it's like, I understand how they feel, or sometimes they're cheering me up. Their music is mutual. It's interactive. It's conversation of the souls.

I never really love a band this much. It's interesting how I relate to music. I have no talent in music, I can't sing, I can't play any instrument, I dun even have that sense of beat and rhythm despite the fact that I take dancing lessons regularly, but I can't live without music. I can't live a life without buying a CD or two in a month. But for so long, I appreciate a band's music from the artistic point of view, like the melody or the lyrics. But for Soler, it's not just music in art form. I feel communication. I feel their passion towards music and I even have the thought of picking up my guitar again. It's influential in a humanistic way.

Inti of 903 once said, Soler touches people's heart. They do. They really do. Their personality, their attitude, their struggle, their passion, are all summed up and translated through their music, straight to people's hearts.

It sounds ridiculous for a 19-year-old HKU student to fall for a band and follow them around like this, but deep down, I know Soler's different, they're not idols. They're artists whom I respect. They're the stars twinkling high up in the sky when I'm lost in darkness. And I feel right loving Soler. I feel right being a Soler fanatic.

Especially in this time of changes and challenges, I feel that they're with me. They're working so hard and somehow when I'm down, I tell myself, "Soler's working with you, Soler's with you." And then I'm fine. I have the Soler courage in me. And I'm up again.

I love Soler. And if I ever get the chance to speak to Soler again, it won't be "add oil", it'll be "thank you".

And they'd better respond by giving me a big hug...hahahaha